walking crawling through this “season”…looking, praying desperately for your answer when I actually had it all along.
James 5:10-11 My friends, remember the prophets who spoke in the name of the Lord. Take them as examples of patient endurance under suffering [stress, pressure]. We call them happy because they endured. You have heard of Job’s patience, and you know how the Lord provided for him in the end. For the Lord is full of mercy and compassion.
Hang on, babe…just hold on. Don’t worry about what I’m gonna do or when I’m gonna do it or how I’m gonna do it. Just let me do me. Don’t you dare look down, to the left or to the right. Just keep looking at me. Straight at me.
I hate feeling shackled. I hate feeling caged it and trapped. I hate being utterly dependent because then I’m also vulnerable to being let down.
You dropping everything in my lap won’t change ME. It won’t teach me the one lesson that is the hardest to learn. Trust.