I have been missing the point for a lil bit now, but I think I got it. Everyone tells you to “stay in the moment” and the “present is a gift”, but I didn’t realize just how much that would mean to me and in and with my relationship with God.
So with that, I’m going to be revamping my “style” just a little.
Beginning next week, I will only be writing in the moment. When I first started, I thought it was amazing that I could write 25+ posts at one sitting and then submit them at will. I knew this life had provided me material but to see it was crazy. I still have some sitting in queue.
Today I realize that was just to get me started. I’ve been on a roller coaster ride of epic proportions recently and I know now that the only way I’m going to be able to get off is to be completely and totally honest. As in, in the moment, honest. As in, bipolar honest. As in, this is real, honest. I can’t do this any other way because if pause on anything even for a second, I’ll never say it, I’ll never release it, and I’ll never let go of it.
I’ve had enough of carrying weight around that doesn’t belong to me. I am way too weak and fragile for that. This is my moment, and I intend to take it.